cleaning spree

BGF tries so hard to sound intelligent. excuse me, let me rephrase.. tries so hard to sound remotely intelligent. i shall send my sharp-shooter to gun her down. ok, D.. GO!

its wed. technically, half-way thru the hols. *panic buttons activated*

i still have not finished with j's class coursework. i still have not started with the exam papers. i still have not finished cleaning my room to make way for the new furniture.

speaking of cleaning my room. its a painful ordeal. not because of the mess but because its so hard to sieve through everything i own and get rid of them.

we dont have much space for the new room in sg and also the house in kl. last sunday, i shipped a huge box of just story books alone via future-father-in-law back to kl. my textbooks are now stacked sky-high in my room waiting to be boxed and packed. my notes which were filed or binded sits pretty in a heap.

i cannot bear to throw them out. i have this constant nagging thought in my head that i might need them someday. maybe i wanna go back to studying again when the kids are older.

but we have no space. *biggest sigh*

i had a good time laughing at some of the pictures found in my cupboards and study-table as well. found a whole stash of passport sized photographs of me and my whole family. side-tracked the cleaning process and made a collage of the 'evolution' process. from tiny tots to the most recent pic. i was a skinny-reed-thin, gangly and very dark kid.

NOW: not skinny, definitely not reed thin, no longer gangly and slightly fairing up. damn, i miss the good old days where i can eat a horse and not gain a single ounce.

also found a biscuit can filled with old cards, photographs, letters from the EX. M was helping me out then so he had fun ripping the photos into pieces and embarrassed me by reading the contents of the letters. everytime he reads a sentence with the word 'love' on it, he casted a what-were-u-thinking-look upon me. i just shrugged my shoulders and said, "hey, i am young and stupid!?!"

inside i was cringing, ok? good thing we got rid of them. so detrimental to health. makes me feel like hitting my head against the wall many times over.

to those making their ways up to kl for some serious partying. ENJOY! *envious*