life is like a rollercoaster

since 6 am today, i have been taken on a ride on the emotional roller-coaster.

i am sure everyone is familiar with that ride. where one moment you are at the highest peak, screaming joyfully, excitedness drumming in your skull when suddenly!! the ride swooped down in a rush, it feels never-ending, u r sick to the pits of your stomach and u are screaming to be let off the ride.

that was my day at work.

i have evil thoughts inside my head. one where i severely mutilate some people.

seconds later i have happy fuzzy thoughts. of teddy-bears and babies.

please tell me i am pmsing. if not, i am a sure-shot, poster child for manic depression. terrible, terrible moodswings.

i had half the mind to cancel the kl trip or any where for that matter. its what one of my aunts used to say, 'kasi betis nak peha.' australia? go and win a tournament first can? friendlies also sometimes cannot win, wanna go australia. HAHA! toes laughing.

trying to keep my cool. its hard ok?

some people dont even have basic courtesy. how like that? shouldnt it be instilled in the children from very young by the parents?

ok, enough of the lows. as for the highs, i am happy that today i have three new addition of cow beanies to be added on my desk at the office. thank u, u two! mwah mwah. one even have udders sticking out from under the belly. cute nak mampos.

the fiance gave me some hints as to what my birthday present from him are. its a few little presents packed in a box. the box is also a present. mm..

and i saw S in the morning, in the lift. man, S is a total eye-candy. i blushed red hot when S said i looked pretty today. i have secret desires to kidnap S and showcase him on a shelf.

before your run off to tell my fiance, S is a 3 years old boy, ok? lives in the same block as me.

ok, i need to go back home early and treat myself to a luxurious afternoon nap.