so the eve of hari raya was kinda messed up. both the mother and father insisted that the kids sleep over their house on the eve and celebrate the morning part of raya together.
for the first time, i truly feel what the boys had to go through for the past 19 years after their parents separated. it was emotionally draining. in the end, we slept at our own place for the night (just as well cuz the husband had to shoot his second music video at his home and i had to catch up on my sleep.)
other than that, raya was alright. had nasi briyani twice at both parents house. got new pillows for the room. did school work (marking and admin matters). hang out with f and his new gf. cleaned the room and house.
its been said a million times. when u point one finger to someone, THREE are pointing back at you. *shakes head in disbelief* its so much easier to say abt someone without realising that you yourself could be much more worse or even more flawed than the person you pointed your finger to.
lesson learnt indeed.
its back to work now. monday is kinda ok. we have the b girls game today against tampy. wonder if its gonna be as drama as the match we had last year.
father-in-law wants to go for umrah on the last 10 days of puasa. the husband and i are keen to come along. it would be a great one year wedding anniversary celebration. to be in madinah and makkah. helps us to re-evaluate our marriage and tune us in the right direction. and the best reason of all, be near Allah and Rasul.
afterall we all are imperfect and are always sinning. just trying my best to do patch-work on whatever gaping holes i have in myself.
sigh. i feel sinful. like chocolate bundt. with hersey chocolate syrup. laden with butter. served with a cup of piping hot caramel latte.
or maybe tutti frutti waffles with raspberry ice-cream and a tall glass of ice-cold grapeade snapple.
ok, ok. u get my point. i get my point. now let this sinful girl eat some food and get back to work.
wish my netball girls luck!
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