why?

i am really hoping that nonoi was not sexually abused by her step-father. that would be just so damn low. i dont know why i am so fascinated with this case. when huang na went missing, turned up dead and the 'took' guy was sentenced to death, i was not even as remotely gripped about the story as i am now.

maybe because nonoi is a malay muslim. thats why i am more intrigued in the story. maybe its because she was only 2 years old and was practically a baby. maybe its because i am pregnant and my heart just simply ached upon hearing someone else's baby was murdered. possibly by her own step-father.

right now i just wanted to know why the step-father did it. what drove him into committing such a dastardly act. what caused him to trip and go over the edge?

i dont want to judge. i just want to know why.