deluded, turntabling & laughs

i may be sad. i may be overly-protective. i may be insecured.

BUT, if you have to defend your 'turf', a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do, right? should i let faith and trust lead me blindly? if there is something not right, common sense would tell a person to check it out, correct?

i am just doing what i have to do. protect my assets, find out the truth. if u think thats sad, well too bad. i think u r the sad one for being delusional and fibbing abt it.

CSI triumphed again.

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Kl over the weekend was alright. met up with matridi and donald on sat night. always a bunch of laughs.

matridi was having a crisis with his gf a few hours before they leave for their first holiday together. the gf had lost her bus ticket and matridi was pissed. the gf got pissed back because matridi had gotten pissed at her. so in the end, matridi ended up feeling miserable because his gf is pissed at him and wondering if she would be going down to sg with him.

matridi's gf has mastered the art of 'turning-the-tables'. i am so bloody impressed. donald and matridi asked me how is that ever possible. someone who is initially at fault could change the whole angle of the argument and made it seemed like its someone else's fault.

i pointed my fingers to the husband. "ask him. he's the expert."

and the husband grinned cheesily as he denied of ever doing that.

har har.

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i am tempted to apply for a p.r. now. its pretty useless for now but it somehow makes me feel 'closer' to the penultimate goal of finally moving there to 'grow my roots'.

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husband was a barrel of laughs last weekend. he sang and danced for me, pretended to be a sperm, imitated a whole bunch of people we know, made fun of matridi, etc.

and we spent one afternoon together, shelling garlic and onion skins and chopping up vegies for our fried rice. just talking and laughing. fried rice never tasted so good before.

i dont think i could ever be with someone who could not make me laugh.

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next weekend is another long weekend. i cant wait to come up and see the husband. this time its quite special. we are celebrating our 4-yrs anniversary and 6-months wedding anniversary. so i will scramble like mad to finish up my marking which will only come in on tuesday. [80 scripts x 3 essays= 240 essays on food&nutrition. not forgetting the section a's and b's. wowee.]

have a good week everyone.