my head hurts

i dont feel like blogging for the next few days. i am still waiting for my exam papers and the last day of exam seemed like light years away.

leaving for kl this weekend. need to sort things out. besides, i miss the husband and my in-laws.. especially the kids. children-therapy.

why do i have this stupid feeling inside of me that its lies? am i being set-up for another eloborate screen-play? i want to find out more. should i? should i not? playing twenty questions in my head is such a torture. and horse's mouths nowadays is not exactly the gospel truth. horses can lie.

heads will roll. i hope its not mine. please, please let this be a stupid misunderstanding or a figment of an over-active imagination. i sound so bloody delusional and without a doubt suffering from some kind of a denial-syndrome.

let the truth kick me in the ass till it hurts. only then i will concede.